i jus came back from gym.. feeling pissed…

becos it was so crowded and all i did was 2 mins of weights…

when i entered the gym 1 threadmill was available.. but when a f*cking bitch saw me entering.. she gav me the ‘OMFG SHE’S GONNA SNATCH THE THREADMILL’ look and rushed to it and started her brisk-walk.. she even told her brother ‘i dun even noe whether i can run more then 0.4km’.. IF U CAN’T RUN DEN FUCK OFF LET ME USE IT U WHORE

hence i was very angry and when i left the gym i gave the ‘tsk’ sound (hope u get wad i mean) and slammed the gym door..

when walking back home (ok fine my gym is jus downstairs but its stupid to wear exercise attire and go down in a happy mood den realize u’ve jus wasted 10 mins preparing to go gym and see no machine available for u) i reflected to myself.. why am i so pissed? but more importantly y r pple so kiasu nowadays?

i came to a conclusion.. our fast-paced, everything muz be no.1 environment made us so..

we care.. more about ourselves.. our wants increasing everyday.. to the extend dat there’s actually a subject for it.. called ECONOMICS.. i mean hello!! economics work on the basis dat humans hav a hell lot of material wants so much so dat the earth cannot provide for hence we need economics to teach us how to efficiently use our limited resources.. econs students.. am i rit?? (of cos i am!)

so back the topic.. in order to fulfil our wants.. we muz snatch it from others.. cos as mentioned b4.. we hav limited resources.. so to snatch from others.. we muz b hostile (or if ur nice den b a hypocrite) and selfish.. if u read philosophy.. u’l noe dat in Bernard Mandeville’s doctrine.. he believed dat ‘Human Beings are always Selfish’.. read more here

hence forget about being nice/kind/generous/sweet/thoughtful to others.. be nice/kind/generous/sweet/thoughtful to YOURSELF.. dat wil save u from losing out in this contemporary society and being labelled looked down upon..

ok i am lik advocating wrong values but hey! u should in this world.. no one wil help u earn money.. u have to help urself to earn the big bucks.. no one is nice to u genuinely.. even ur frens.. they jus wanna seek companionship/someone to help them burn time with.. feels shocked? disgusted?

thus.. being hostile to pple who threatens to grab ur wants is by no means being rude/evil.. ur jus doing ur part of helping yourself live a normal life in this world.. get it?

fine.. enough for today.. need to study for accounts test.. no one wil help me pass or ace it.. i hav to help myself score..

P.S. which human being isn’t cynical? r u sure dat in ur mind its always angelic thoughts?

[Feeling:]