A little thought~

29 Aug 2010 Leave a Comment

by ToughLiberty in Things & Think`

I have been pondering about certain work related issues these few days. So much so that sometimes the ponderings give me headaches and make me really mentally drained. There was once that I even slept as early as 9pm (goodness me, I think even infants sleep later!).

I think it is rather normal to have this unsure sense of direction at this stage of life, where school is done (almost) and where you step into adultlife proper. Maybe because it is the beginning of a new stage, hence even small issues can mean big for people like me. Ultimately, you wouldn’t want to make the ‘wrong’ choice and end up ‘wasting’ a period of your precious 20s right? I don’t consider myself as a late bloomer, and I usually would prefer to take on a more matured stance in many decision points. It might sound strange but I think at a ripe old age of 22 years old, one ought to know what he/she wants to do in life and what he/she priorities- at least for the next few years. I believe I’ll hit the panic button if my life is directionless, akin to walking around aimlessly in a labyrinth. I am quite a perfectionist (used to be even worse) anyway, I dislike making mistakes, so much so that I will question myself “我是不是不好？”.

Something that I learnt these few weeks: it is really important to remember to spend quality time with good friends and your family, because as harsh as it sounds, not everybody is true to you when work comes into consideration. So remember not to forget the ‘true’ ones whom you can trust, whom you can have heartfelt talks with :)

Oh! And the importance of being caring and discerning